A scream rising in the throat
of the beast

ghastly eyes
ghostly skin

Broken glass finger tips
in me

Shredding me bleeding me
stealing my soul
Physical manifestation
of hatred anger

Soul reaper leave me
in my peaceful pain
Let me die alone unheard
and unremembered
 

Obsidian grinning fiend
looked into foggy eyes
It laughed long and shrill
and dragged them  one by one

each finger shredding
piercing tearing my soul
from its fleshy case
die it screeched gladly I thought

That smell
waking to the applesour
vodka last nights blur
still in my throat
taunting and laughing
spidery fingers
in my hair a face
unrecognizable
miller smile jack frown
hello
goodmorning
and what's your name?
 

A screaming black cloud
swept over
dropping needles, piercing tears to the
cold flesh of the angel
crumbling beneath blood sharpened teeth

silence rescue her....

the cry goes unheard
digging iron nails
into her marble sides
1997-2007
what would you have done with such a short life

silence rescue her.......

The weeping continues
pitterpat of icy rain
and angry tears
of the one who loved her the only one
blood sharpened teeth still clinging
to her pail sides

silence killed her......

Fingers
sting electric tip to tip

Arms
spread like angel wings

Kneck
kinked pretty and painful

Head
layed to face the sunshine
 

Legs
were firmly planted

Legs
tipping forward over the edge

Legs
loosing the ledge the ground

Fingers
flattened against wind

Arms
cold rigid and strong

Neck
pulsing with blood an adrenaline

Head
taking in the rush the cold
 

Soul
watching that empty shell
broken scared angry
hit the ground

Raining purple into grass green
pools of light and sound
singing sirens songs
frightening fair maidens
from dreams and sleep
nearly restless on this
cold dark night of mine
hearts a fire of white
lightning pressing
skin and sweat and sour
lips cascading to the cobblestone
sheets wrapped tightly to her
to him to them shaking in
the still restless darkness
stars screaming them to
finish this terrible rant
of theirs and finally
lay still beneath
the brightest moon
they'd ever seen
daylight almost
hot and seething
high as a kite
and happy
she lay he laughed
they fell back
to seeing colors
like purple raining
into the green pools
of sirens songs
and sparkling light
 

I could hear the rain
pitter pat on my rooftop
singing the gumdrops
to life
oh sweet candy heart of mine
it pines away
for a freedom it will never taste
and so in no haste
I crawl back to bed
to the tears i've bled
and the endless sleep
i've always known